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Name: Ralph(y)
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Dallas
Birthday: 12/13/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: being stoopid, hanging out with friends, having fun, etc.
Expertise: haha......r u serious?
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Currently Listening
Glamorest Life
By Trina
Here We Go feat. Kelly Rowland
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hey yall ..... im not gonna be writing in this xanga anymore ...... due to the flipside ive done..... i got back with the person that once hurt me really bad. but i think i have things under control ..... this layout and everything about this site doesnt really apply to me anymore cuz im not so sad anymore BUT! i dont want to change it ..... i want to be able to look back at something if so ...... so yea... well im starting a new xanga under the name "LustfulMagazineCutout" so farwell my friends .... see yall on the other side.

~Ralpheh


Sunday, September 04, 2005

Currently Listening
Pleasure and Pain
By 112
What If
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QUOTES!!!!

the hardest part of walking away is knowing that you wont run after me :'(

Some people change for the better and some change for the worse ... what if they stay the same?

Love ... is a endless dictionary that shows how one feels about another in a unconditionally way that will never change under any curcumstance in many stages...

Why do people cry over others?

It takes a second to love someone, it takes a fingersnap to like someone, it takes the blink of an eye to fall in love with someone, but it takes a life time to forget someone you loved... think about that ...

What if someone told you that they loved you so much that even if both of yalls hearts were sowwed together that their heart still wouldnt show how much they loved you?

can u sleep at night knowing that your sleeping alone ... you wake up in the middle of the night and you look at your pillow ... you wish it was someone else...

have you ever loved someone so much that it ...
made you cry?
made you stay awake at night?
made you feel like you were meant to be with that person?
made you wanna kill yourself?
made you want to wish you had never met them so you couldnt suffer?
made you want to be with someone else just to make up for that person at the moment?
made you want to give up everything you have to be with that one person?
made you push everything in your mind away and think about that someone?
made you sit there and wait for them to call?
but worst of all made you want them to feel the same way you feel about them?

Humans are known as the most emotional things out there...

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

trust = others
trust comes from friendship
friendship comes from courtesy
courtesy comes from acceptance
acceptance comes from friendlyness
friendlyness comes from others...

pass it on BABY!

why do people cheat? there truly is no point in it. i mean if you wanted that other person then why didnt you just go out with them in the first place. If you are one that is thinking or are cheating just do the best thing, either break up with them, or confess it. becuz you have no idea how bad it hurts ...

i asked a stranger how much he loved me and he said this much and stretched his arms out and died on the cross.

rejection is something that no1 deserves.... acceptance is the key to friends.

if i cried would you cry with me to make me feel better? if i died would you go to my funeral just to be there? if i told you how i felt would you say you know how i feel just to make me feel like im not alone? .... or would you do it out of heart cuz your my best friend?

i wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away i wrote your name in the sky but the wind blew it away i wrote your name in my heart and there it will stay

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 
You ever loved somebody that you didnt care what the hell or who the hell they were? ... you just liked them for who they were.... or are you the type that looks for the best one with the good looks? if you go for the heart then thats good, but if you go for the looks then thats not, because the looks of someone wont last forever but their heart will always go on....

Never say never ... your life could be changed of ever

Why do people say "i love you" and not mean it? i mean is it just a habbit that just suddenly comes to mind when one is leaving or when one apporoaches? why cant we actually realize that the words that come out of our mouths mean something to others and sometimes we dont even think about what were saying?
All im trying to say is that dont ever tell anyone "i love you" unless you mean it cuz maybe one day they'll take that for granted.

"Your the only person that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time, cuz with out you im not living"

you know that you love someone when they are an over weight cow sitting out your lap and then they ask if their cutting off ur circulation then you say "no cuz if im with you my heart keeps pumpin"

Do you believe in love at first site?

:: everything that matteres is gone ::

I try to move on but I just cant see..
a world with out you , is a world without me..

Never Say " I Love You" Unless You Are Ready For Pain For A Big Step Forward Or Else For A Big Commitment...

Love is like a drug...
You get a little sample and then you get addicted. Then you want more and more of it and it tears you up inside and out when you can't have it.
In the end, you always end up hurting yourself

If I could come back as anything it would be one of your tears. What more could I want than to be concieved in your heart burn in your eyes live on your cheek and die on your lips?

this part goes to sarah c when she tried to get over me ... i think this is what u were thinking...

I was FINALLY getting over you, believing we were through I even had crushes other than you. I was walking with my head up high thinkin that I wasn't gonna fall then u had to smile at me and go and ruin it all!hehe

~*iF uRe NaUgHtY gO tO uRe RooM.. iF u WaNt To Be NaUgHtY gO tO mY rOoM*~

To be loved by someone is something, but to be loved by the one u love is everything

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And all for love, and nothing for reward.

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

* I Believe there is one person for everyone out there, some people are afraid to fall in love because they think its the end of the fun in their life, be open to falling in love and youll have the time of your life*

having you in my life does not mean forever happiness,but loving you for the rest of my life means eternal grattitude that's how much you mean to me

somewhere in life, u fall in luv...it changes u 4ever...whether it be good or bad. but it changes u...everythin even a smile,a touch, even a simple thing as a stare in the eyes, means everythin 2 u...pray that someday, u find ur special someone...

in our luv stories, there maybe commas, but neva a fullstop

if u were in heaven, and i were in hell, i'd always look up and be proud of you!but if i were in heaven and you were in hell, i'd beg god to send me down!coz heaven could'nt be heaven without you

A good marriage is like trying to dance in a puddle of industrial strength glue. You realize that it's better to let him lift you out of your shoes and into his arms

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I found myself lost in a desert, I began to walk, with every step I took, a flower grew and I looked up to the sky in search of a meaning, in search of an explanation and all I could see were your eyes so beautifully painted across the sky. I was just mesmerized of how stunning life could be when you are the sun and how free I felt with you being with me throughout my journey...Suddenly, I hear my heart beat faster and with every beat, I can feel the walls of my chest breaking down. My heart managed to escape from its eternal cage. I witnessed it transform into a white dove...breathless, I watched it fly away from me and disappear into the sky to be with you. I was happy but yet felt empty inside. As I continued my journey, I noticed that I was walking in a field covered with gorgeous never-seen flowers...I was speechless and drowned in your beauty. I began to walk faster and soon I had myself running in never ending circles but felt no loss, nothing at all...I wanted to find a way to get to you before the night and its caravan (stars&the moon) arrived. I felt hopeless and the thought of loosing you scared me...Finally, I surrendered to your love, I fell on my knees, I looked up to the sky and looked in your eyes, tears rolling down my face and all I could think of to say was: "I'm so tired of being without you"...


You know that she is the person that you want to be with forever when you will give up everything you have just to be with them

I love her soo much that when I lost her I wished I'd never loved at all

When i see you, you take 20% of my life.When you talk, you take 50% of my heart but when you smile you take the whole part of my life especially my Heart

mean what you say..say what you mean..but don't be mean about what you say

Love is like a butterfly the more you chase it, the more it eludes you... but if you just let it fly,it will come to you when you least expect it

Life is not only about love but without love there is no life

If you were one of my bugurs i would pick you first...

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You can't have life in love unless you have love in life

funny, how a heart is two tear drops upside down

I love to dream of me and you, I love to dream of a love so true. I love to dream you really are there, I love to dream that you really do care. I love to dream my heart you'll take, I love to dream my heart won't break... I love to dream but I hate to wake

i pray that stay asleep in life
i pray i dont lie awake at night
and know that it wasnt what it seemed
i pray i dont wake life cuz its but a dream ...

you can sit around thinking about what you had, start thinking about what you could have....~Ralph McFadin

if a hard sleeper can sleep with the light on why cant a light sleeper sleep with the hard on?

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FRIEND QUOTES!!!

Ralph: she had tricatillamania...
Sarah: WHATS THAT!? LIKE A 3RD HORN OR SOMETHING?!

Parakeet Flying in a Dumpster!

CHICKEN ASS!!

When she wakes up shes gonna look like a cancer patient with a hangover!

*chicken gangster walk*bout to bust a cap...

dont be mad cuz u aint gotta momma .... u got 2 daddys!

yo momma said yo momma said what yo momma said yo momma said huh yo momma said yo momma said YAY YAY!

i like loading this shit up like a van full of mexicans!

help you help me help everyone!

ROBYN!!!your legs look like that fuzzy catapillar thingy!

for twice...

canadia and candle wax hair!

*-*WOW SHE BROT US A PRESENT!!!*-*


Friday, September 02, 2005

Currently Listening
Roc-A-Fella Records Presents Teairra Marí
By Teairra Marí
No Daddy
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well well well yall.... i havent typed in this damn thing in a damn long time ... nothing too new has happened .... school sux as ussual .... makin friends..... doing good ...... same old came old..... i dont really feel like typing in this shit ... so  heres a survey thing i filled out so yall could know me a little better ..... MUAH!

~Ralpheh

PS-fill this bitch out and put it in my comments please !

Whats your name? (first middle and last) Ralph(y) Gordon McFadin
Male of female? Male bitch!
Age and occupation? 16 - still in school
Ethnicity and skin color? white and hispanic mixed - semi tanned
Height and weight? 5'4'' - 135
Body type? average
Eye/hair color? brown/green - dark brown
Sexuality and Virgin? str8 - hell no!
Relationship Status? single
Religion? none
What kind of music and favorate? rap, hip-hop, rnb, alternative, techno, etc. - love ludacris, nas, jadakiss, missy elliott, lil kim, and trina. jimmy eat world, dashboard confessionals, and third eye blind. bt, fatboyslim, and moby
What kind of movies and favorate? horror and drama - brokedown palace, and monster
Favorate food? lasagna
Favorate drink? coke .... fizz
Favorate sweet? eminems (penut)
Where were you born and where do you live now? rockwall tx - mesquite tx
Parents Status? splitting up
Summary of 10 words or less of you? random, stupid, cool, funny, awsome, average-looking, trustworthy, honest, sarcastic, and mean (in a funny way )
Hobbies? making beats, drawwing, producing music, mixing, etc.
Future career? Music producer
Current Job? dont have one ..... and its not cuz im black! (lol j/k)
Do you like yourself? meh i guess im cool
If you could change one thing about yourself what woud it be? the fact that i tak shit for granted
First and present crush? angela, dont really have one right now
Ever been in love? oh yes and it hurt!
How many relationships have you had? dont have enough fingers
How many, and what languages do you speak? english, spanish, and some german & sign language
What do you do in your spare time? act stoopid, hang with the friends .... u know shit like that
Sence of humor? random and stupid :-p
Personality? funny and
Mannerism? *shoulder shrug*
Self appearance? *looks in the mirror and breaks it* meh....
Self-Esteem? alot higher than it used to be
Happy cry? i wish :'(
Perverted? oh no! not me! ... lol
Confident? VERY!
Bitch or hoe? BYTCH!
Pizza or burger? gotta have that pizza!
Simpsons or family guy? simpsons
Momma or daddy? momma
Bush or kerry? they both suck ass but if i had to choose ... bush by a little bit
Blue or red? all about that blooh!
Lights on or off? off....
Day or night? night
Pudding or jello? pudding cup!
Flute or violin? flute
North or south? welcome to da durdeh durdeh!
(M)Boxers,(W)thongs or (M)briefs,(W)granny panties? boxers + thongs
Lake or creek? creek
Penguin playing hockey or turtle playing chess? awwww! a penguin!
Think about what someone looks like naked? all the time
Thought nasty about someone secretly? shhh dont tell nobody
Wet Dream? of coarse!
Mastrubate?(if so how long often?) yes ... bout 1 every 2 weeks
Watch porn? nah ... not my thing
Act stupid? oh yes sir-e-bob-noodles!
Fart or burp carelessly? depends who its around...
Shape eyebrows?(wax, pluck, ect.) no!
Shave legs? NO!!!!
Dont give a shit what people think about you? sometimes
Have you had sex within the last week? nope ... :'(
Have you eaten oroes within a month? as random as that question is ... yes i have
Have you been constapated within a month? i dont recall so...
Do you want to get married? maybe
Do you want kids?(if so how many, boys or girls, and names?) yes, sabastian (boy) lucifer (boy)
Do you want to be rich? no .... it fucks your head up
If you were an animal, what would you wanna be? Squirrel
If you could give yourself a nickname what would it be? Ralphy
Any tattoos or peircings? they say i wouldnt look right with n e :-/
Way you dress?(punk, preppy, ghetto, etc.) preppy
Do you drive? bout to
Something you hate? liars!
Something you love? truth-tellers! lol
What sucks most about the world right now? gas prices and katrina!
A day isnt a day without... a coke
I cant live if i dont have... sex
You can take my ... but you cant take my ... clothes off ..... virginity (lol)
Everyone wants my... looks...?
Nothin beats a... good piss in the river
I would ... for a million dollars. shit in a laundry basket and whipe with a sock
Most emberassing moment? taking a crap in the snow infront of a bunch of cars that were in traffic jam
Overall satisfaction with life? meh .... needs some improvement
Future goals to shoot for? to become a famous music producer
Whos your best friend(s)? sarah, kendle, bridgette, brad, etc.
Met someone off the internet? yup
Looking for that special someone? where the hell are you!?
What do you want most out of life? to find someone i can love...and can be loved in return
What did you think of this survey? its pretty kick ass man!
Anything else i should know about you? cant think of anything...

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Monday, August 22, 2005

Currently Listening
Bad Boys II
By Various Artists
Show Me Your Soul - P. Diddy, Mase, Pharrell, and Lenny Kravitz
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DROP EVERYTHING .... WHEN YOU WALK IN THA DO!!! .... FREE YOURSELF FORE.... GET CHA ASS ON THA FLO!!! ..... ILL BE A MANIAC-AH .... LOSE CONTROL!!! (just lose control....) GET NAKED .... STRIP DOWN TO YOUR SOUL!!!

well the end of the week was ok i guess.... the weekend was awsome tho. got to meet someone new . gotta hang out with sarah . and gotta go swimming !!! it was a cool weekend .... dont have much to say just exhausted. well since this is such a short entry i wanna leave u with some pix that i love! enjoy homefries!!! love you ALL!

~Ralpheh

PS-GET THIS SONG!!! ITS SOOO GOOD!!!

 

that pic is soo funny!^^^

^^^

looks like yo momma last night! lol!

SMILE BITCH!!!

 

awww what a kick ass baby!

I drew this one ^^^ isnt it funny?

Oh my!

 

 

 

tapdancing pickle .... how random?

LOL!!! it has maracas people! MARACAS!!!!



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